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November 22 Babies came out!Yesterday, after they arrived home from hospital in the city. HD told me, babies are gonna come tomorrow!!! Surprised!!!! They're supposed to come on Monday 24th... Then, in the house is quite busy.They worked so lately than usaul they do, prepare everything for newborn
I work in usaul. The first time that HM isn't at home when Yenni&Eleni are. Yaya slept over and took care of them with me. Everything is fine. HP called me around 11 o'clock to check. Then, in the afternoon, when Nana come over, we heard babies came already. I don't have much work. Eleni took a nap almost 2 hours twice. That's so good. Maybe, going outside, walking and playing hard make her sleep well. The weather today is very cool but there's sunshine. Even sunshine, I have smoke when I talked outside. Today I don't wear jacket inside the house. Wearing like summer, I hope I don't get a cold. We spent not too long time outside. It's very cold windy. If it's not windy, the weather is going to be perfect. Blue sky without clouds, ice on the grass, hard ground. Yesterday, there was snow but it's tiny. When the sun come out, ice melt. Yaya took Yenni to school and picked him up to somewhere. So, I was with Eleni most of the time. Eleni has a good nap, good meal(she ate more than usual, I have to tell her as "Can you have this?, one more and point to food, then she eat"). She's getting bigger. She can communicate with us. She can use some words even not too clear to speak out but she understand what she wanna say. "More!, No! NoNoNo, Yeah, water, Gala(milk), mommy, cookie, Soxth, Park, Sasha, Max, Maxine, Yani, Dada, Papu, Yaya, Nana, Yeeeeeen...." She can make her happy, angry, crying and surprised face. She also can make sounds of animals....right now, she likes monkey, tiger, lion, deer, rabbit, cat, dog.... For Yannis, he teased me " I don't play with you, I play with Eleni only! na nah na na nah~~" I don't know what he thinks, maybe jealous, need attention, need mommy etc. Just ignore him or ask him to do what surprised things. He's gonna forget it. Today, I worked from 8-8, very tired and the first time that I got extra. Talk to JP ll bit. ** I'm reading Gossip Girls, I follow it!! April 30 anniversary!!!!I leave evyone, my pals and fam on March 29th around 11.30 pm Right now it's the same time as that day, I've been here for a month safety and suvival, Yeah!!!! Today and yesterday was rained, it was quite cold about 4-7 celcious. Eleni hadn't a good last night, she cried many times, so mommy brang her to see doctor in other country. She didn't sick just had wax in her ears, many wax made her headache, as Dr. told. I met new au pair friend at Mcdonold playroom. He's Brazilian in Sleepy Hollow with 2 boys for taking care of. His kid is cute but shy to play with Yenni. Grandma drive us to school, while we were sitting in a car. Yenni ask Yaya(grandma) that do u listen to mommy (his mom)? He asked like this b-coz Mommy didn't talk with Yenni when we go back from hospital b-coz Yenni ran pass baby and hit her head. Mommy talked to him saying sorri to babi but he didn't listen. So, he get mommy silence.....after that Yenni try to say sorri, very sorri to mommy but nothing until we almost arrive the car and we have to cross a road, mommy told yenni watching out and hold his hand, he asked mommy back "why do u talk with me again?" :P again, he ask Yaya. She said no, she didn't listen your mommy. He say yes!!! u should listen mommy, Yaya said no again because she is mommi's mommy. Then Yenni says that "now there're 2 mommies, i've 2 mommies!!!!!!!" lol....What did he think? :D and I drive back. I feel better to drive. On the way, Yenni teach me play "pat-a-cake" and say "Neh" ..it's Yes in Greece April 28 sth sbould be betterI don't like sth in me. u know what???
It's a secret :P I should and attemp doing what I say. By the way, I was happy cooking. I like to cook.
April 26 Go out and outi go to Bronx Zoo with host family and their cousins, it's fun but exhauted. In the evening, Viky pick me up to Tompkin for my fisrt meeting. We join a self-defense class, to learn about STOP, what do u want?, get back, leave now to black man (Nic). I meet new friends but i can't remember their names, one is mariao or sth like that, she ask me my phone no. I, Viky and Anja go to Applebee's for dinner, i've shrimp only, other don't like :O i don't know. It's quite expensive, i must save money for shopping and travelling!!! Just reminding myself haha Viky drive us to our home, Anja is not far from me, Today is a going out day :) April 24 as usauli really love your comments, everybody!!!
It's just a basic english diary, Look!! it seems I kill English language LOL Host mom works in city again. Today, she drove by herself. Host dad told me in the morning that he would pick Yenni before lunch to his work and teach me how to use intercom of home phone instead of portable (sth like a radio, use to listen voice of babi when she's sleeping and we must go out of home shortly). Intercom is calling to same line when i want to go out, I just pick another one up and turn on speaker and put it near the bell. I take another one with me, so I can hear babi's voice :O It's a good idea of host mom. Yenni really love everything is pirate, he has a lot of friends are pirate guys. About 11.00am after Eleni fall asleep, I let him to the backyard. BUT, the home phone can't be used!!! what's wrong?? They want to charge on the base, there are no signal, I can't call out or anyone can't call me. OH!!! If they are NOT available, I can't leave babi in here, but I promise Yenni to go outside, he waits me at the door of playroom with 3 breads and a cup of soymilk. I call to host mom, she suggest me to open the windows and go out with him. It's little but I make a big!!! Today is beautiful, no wind and quite warm. Yenni plays with his pirate ship, he like to pretend sinking "Oh, the ship is sinking, I'm sinking, pirate guy are sinking!!!!" and he jump down to the ground and lay down on the grass. He want me is a kind of emergency or ambulance ship, help him and his pirate guys. We play this games around 3 times. Park and Soxtu, rottweiler and puppy, go out with us. Soxtu bother everyone, he like to sit on Yanni or babi's head!!! when he think he's playing, he like to walk around the kitchen to find sth eat, he walk around the house, barking, hold toys and shoes, he bite these stuff also...he just 6 months...babi puppy Yenni has Bagel bite for every lunch, and Eleni change her food from sereal and fruit cream to small pieces of pasta, magaroni, sausage and fruits....she likes watermelon, cantaloup, grapes and bananas. She is healthy, today she has big poo-poo twice a day and make a big gasssss, she get a long nap also about 2 hours, so she's happy. Eleni look like angel, she has a blond curve short hair, she is smaller than american kids, I think it's good because she eat a lot and take energy out a lot. She like songs, books, climb a ladder, drum, she is active. Today, she stand drumming for a long time, she try to stand up by herself but she doesn't walk more. She's really cute!!!! babi Cousins of host mom come over, we have dinner together, almost of people are greek, I like Greece, they have blue eye and blond hair and beautiful face. I also like host mom, she look good, she's beautiful and smart. April 23 meet other palsMy working time begins at 7.30 am, becaues host mom has to work at city. It's quite hard but I'm okay. Yenni wants to go outside everytime. He ask for David (a boy next door.), David and Yenni are good together, he has a small trackter which Yenni do like it very much. Yenni isn't let out alone, it's a rule and he knows. Today, he want to go to find David. (This week, their school off) But, babi is sleeping, I can't leave babi alone in the house. I can take him to grandma's David 's house for a few min and go back suddenly. If Yenni is with David or Maxine, it's okay. I don't have to follow him, just look or watch him sometimes. David's grandma is kind :)
Babi has a good nap in the morning almost 2 hours, we go to the backyard for play swing and Pirate ship. Yenni is a lot of energy. He can swing by himeself with a green one. He tell me LOOK!! LOOK!! what can he do? he can swing fast and high, for him :D When he can do anything by himself, he like to let other know and look what he can, and host mom give him like good job, cool, wow, excellent or sth that's surprising. I try to give him like this because it makes him happy and enjoy with the that thing. Host mom want me to pick her up at Yenni's Gym, I drive in the same way but it look different because most of trees are blooming, the road is colourful. Today, she tell me that i like to the left , maybe i still not familar with lane and type of roads, there are many wave because here is a hill. But I'll try the best. I should focus on the road and not be excited. If I drive everyda, it'll be better.
In the evening, Erika call to let me to the Starbuck to meet friends, she pick me up around 8 pm. I meet 2 other gals, one is Ina and another is a new onewho just came here about 2 weeks. They're talk about many things, it's general. I try to listen, I can understand but I don't know how to respond. everybody is younger than me, 19, 20,22. It's okay. We'll meet again on Friday night. And new gal will pick me up that day. Elika send me at home around 10 pm., we talk many things while driving, she can drive well, she's excited when I tell her that Thailand drive in left lane and now is about 35 celcios, oh...she comes rom Sweden, she say it's warm but I think it's very cold :D April 21 i do love 5 pmHost parents pick me up to Thai shop in Yankee city, 652... I do like sit in a car at 5 pm, everytime I do, I fall in love this time so bad. It's beautiful. It's relax time with a warm sunshine. We can meet family and have dinner and we just go back from school, we just laugh with our friends and say g'bye them, we just finish work, we exercise......we alive :)
Thai shop, it's small but i've many stuffs to cook. Host dad like spicy very much but host mom doesn't like spicy very much. We're excited. I feel fun. Owner is a Thai aunt, she's been here for 9 years, she has co-owner who brings every stuffs to shop. It's small, not various, sth not fresh. I think so :P I cook Pai-Thai for them, it's good...I think so again :D In a car, while we go back. Host parent tell me maybe next week we go to the city for Thai food....Oh!!! I'll plan manu to cook!!! Host mom ask me that do i have problem in here? I say I have no problem. I think it's not problem. I just have a hard time to feel comfortable...it's not problem. Host family is a kind of open, talk and share...Is' not over, not less. It's enough. I should be a kind of enough person. Someday I feel bad, someday I feel good. I wanna be more consistant than right now. I know because of my hopeness, expectation, ambitious or anything else that's over. I should be more calm...okay!! Now, I've 2 goals just two....don't care anything without these. 1. take care them 2. ENG with my happiness yeah!!! April 20 keep it and close iti almost to lost English feeling, now I've lived here for 3 weeks. It's okay. There iss a thing in my head that to take care of children. But, when I allow myself contact with Thai friends in Thai language and start to watch Thai serie, it makes me become in Thai mode again. Today, I talked with Tanablood, he warn and suggust me to be near Eng more. Leave everything is Thai for awhile. I'm from Thailand. I'm Thai even I go everywhere. This is for improvment myself...This is my reason. Keep it in my head :) April 18 too hard, it hurtToday, I'm too tired, too hard...I have a heavy cry last night, not homesick, I was okay but maybe I wash my mind. Today, he's hard, she's hard...I'm very tired, i feel so bad, just feel. Maybe I want to get some rest my mind again  April 16 second day in second weekToday, I was a little tired but I had a backache. I should take care of myself better than now. I gonna be 24 next month!!! Although, I prepare myself, conciousness to face something that make me feel down. But, today Yenni told me in his little voice and slowly that I can hear that "I don't listen u, I listen to my mommy and dad. I..don't listen to you... don't talk to me..." Okay, I understand him and think about this distraction before come here. It's just the first period of kid's behavior. Relationship need time. At that moment, I didn't know what should I say, he got mad even I don't know why. Then, I stop for awhile. I was falling down....I came back soon, why was I sensitive like this, maybe a backache. Later, Yenni let me go outside to his prirate ship. And Eleni follw when she wake up from her nap. We play swing. Both are good kids. They are Kids, I'm adult. This is an important reason that I should aware and let it in my head. I sent him to school with host dad, Yenni has manybegal bit. I just take his water and school bag. He wore sunglass and talkative to his dad. He called my name one time. When his dad ask for cell phone. He said that I will bring cell phone back to Yin when I arrive to my school. That made me be happy. When we arrived to school, there was a line even we came early. This preschool began 12.30 am. Now was 12.25 am, so we must wait until that time. On time!!!!! There was a girl next car open the door to play while waiting. So, Yenni was led to a small field too!!!. He stand behind me before give me his sunglass and has a little smile :) Yenni was a quite shy when he met other kids. He saw that girl hold yellow flower. So, his dad told him to pick flower. He gave me one and his dad one. He said that don't throw them away. Sure!!!! April 13 Hillviewnothing to do in this weekend. just sleep, relax and chat with friends.
Yenni, Eleni and host mom go to other city. host dad go out. So, I take a walk. I plan going to the small lake that i've ever gone with Yenni and Eleni, today I'll go there by myself.  The weather is about 14 celcious, it's not too cold. It's a beautiful evening. I'm listening while walking. Sometimes I stop mp3 for listening natural sound, wind, birds and cars which not frequent. It's beautiful sound. I walk and walk pass trees and flowers. They're beautiful living. The winter gonna away and the spring is coming. The leaves begin to bud from every brunches. They are small leaves, light green and look like a baby. Freah wind face my face, I feel free. I look up to sky, look at the cloud. I also see a white moon. It's just a half. Right half of white moon. Another half can see in another part of the world. I do not know anyone can see.I still walk and walk, up and down hill. But, I'm not tired. Each house has a space, not close not far. Almost no wall. I can figure out, maybe i buy a bicycle for riding!!!!When I go back, I see 3 deers on the road, they may come out to drink water in the lake. I walk pass them, they stop and look at me. Should I say HI!!! with them? hahahaThe spring is coming, my spring will be coming soon!!! 160$I just got money from host parents, look at it. Have no idea to pay it out. Maybe I don't know the way to use it now. Maybe I economize....really Maybe I don't need it in here. However, I like it....money. I do like u, hahaha April 11 AdaptationOne day evening I took a walk with host mom, the sunset and the cold weather that I feel asked me why are u doing here? It was only one time I was homesick
I try more in every day to feel comfortable, I sometimes lost and fall down but still go on...
Eleni can stay with me longer and Yenni is better to me sometimes. Yenni loves everything about Pirate of Carribrian, the game i play with him is about Pirate. Today he want to go outside, he ask me to go but I told him ask his mom first. So, he go to mom and ask her. Host mom said that he can go if he let me go with him. So, he say "Sure!, I am a Pirate guy and Yin is a princess" He told me that I'm pirate guy because I'm a boy. u are princess because u are a girl. It make us laugh and make me happy. At least, he let me to be a part of his playing. Yenni is clever and love his parents very much, when he want his mom heard or come to him, he has a lot of trick. He put his hand into the door while closing and cry to his mom, c'mon mommy.....i want your help, his dad saw and help him. He said that NoNoNo!!! I want mommy help. and he go out. For a min, his mom answer, he go back and put his hand between space of door again and suddenly. He doesn't get hurt.
 Look!!! Look!!! mommy I did it. Gun is not nice. I'm a good Pirate guy beause I don't have gun. I just use a gun to pretend myself.Today, I play with Yenni in the backyard. He saw a ladder and want me to hold it and bring it to the tree. He climp to the third and stand on it for awhile. I must hold it on because the ladder is not strong. It make my arm be tired. I ask him what are you doing? I'm cleaning the tree.....!!!! He can imagine and talkative. He like to say hello in the mailbox, he is Mr. Hello.
Yin: u need someone me or David or mommy or dad with u when u go up a ladder. Yenni: I need a nanny with me when I am in a ladder.
Yin: Who is your nanny? Yenni: You!!! (and point at me) Yin: What is your nanny's name?
Yenni: Yin Yin: Where is she from? Yenni: Thailand Yin: Have u ever been there? Yenni: I'll go to Thailand. TH is good. ....Last day, it's only time I was homesick. April 07 B-day partyTomorrow is Yenni b-day. So, it was comfortable for everyone if party was going on Sunday. I met a lot of people and a lot of children. They are various age. Some are Yenni's cousins. When children came the home, they went to toy room and began to play with toys. I had nothing to do, so i play with them. First, no one talked with me. I try to join in their game. But, children have a short concentration. When they see other stuff, they forgot toy in their arm and try to get a new toy. I saw Yenni went to outside and jump on a.... I forgot what it call, like a circle, people can jump up and down. Yenni jump with other boys. So, i go out to play with them. I asked them first. They didn't let me go inside and ask my age. I told him I'm 23. Because I'm older. One boy about 8 yrs said this is for sixteen and younger. If u jump, it will break!!! Everyone say no! no! no! You can't come here! You can't jump! Host mom ever told me that i can play. So, I told them I want to jump. I want to play with you all. They say no! ... Okay! I don't jump but I want to play with you. Can I stay here? I want to play with you. (I confirm them again and again) Some say no! but there is one, Harry, say yes you can. I ask him again. He told other boys she can jump. So, they let me play!!!!  We jump and jump. Micael told me you jump by your feet and show me how to jump. We run and find other on this. It's my turn to close eyes and find them out. Micael told other run from me, Chinese. I'm not, I'm Thai. He ask me how long from here. 3 or 4 hours by plane. I told him 20 hours!!! He was surprise. You remember Harry, he like to tickle me. It's very fun. There is a little boy, 2 years, want to play with us. He hit me. So, I told him don't do like that. Micael say he just 2 yrs, he doesn't understand me.I try to talk and let Yenni run. He doesn't talk with me. I'll try more!!! We move to a wood house. They don't let me go inside again. Micael ask me a password. I don't know. He tell me guess. I'm wrong. So, I can't go there up. Yenni told me be an alligators. I'm a hungry alligators and want to eat children! They scream and shoot me by a fake gun. We also play a lot of activies. Boys like activities. I'm tired and ask Micael, aren't you tired? He say, No!! because I'm hyper. I think it's natural, a boy is hyperactive. They also play fake hurt and wait for emergency ship, dig a dirt, baseball. etc. After that, we go inside home, have dinner, cake and freeplay. Yenni got a lot of presents. He like Pirate very very much. Eleni enjoys with her cake. She look like a chocolate girl^^. And children gotta go back. A 2 yrs boy ask, everybody leave why you're here? Who? He point at me! Host mom and I laugh. She told him, I'm in home. He ask why? Help her to look after Yenni and Eleni ie an answer. What a clever boy!!! I'm a little tired from jumping and cleaning up but i'm happy. Tomorrow is my first working day. See you at 8 o'clock, Yenni&Eleni HAPPY BIRTHDAY U BOTH   April 06 BeginningIt's my English diary, you know my skill. So, try to read it.
I've arrived to my host family's home yesterday. I was little nervous and more excited to meet them all. Host mom&dad are nice and kind. They try to made me feel comfortable. But, I want a little time to adap. They tell me to feel being like in my home and they do like they say. It's very very nice to me.
I hope one week will be more okay.
I met Yannis, 4 yrs boy. He's shy first as host mom said. He look and smile to me from the window when I was at the door. I saw, smile and wave to him. He hide behind the door, walk and go to his mom.
He closed his eyes also :) Another kid is Eleni, 1 yr girl. Host mom hold her. She looks like a doll. She look and smile to me in the first time. I say hi to her, she smile and smile.
I try to learn more with host mom. She is an excellent, lovely, caring mother, she can cope&manage problems and flow a situation to be better.
 When Yenni have lunch, she tell him show me a big mouth. So, Yenni can eat more. And I feel like I join in this. When Yenni ask, she answer and ask him back. So, Yenni got an idea and has good responds. When Yenni make a very noise, such as he close a door "PANG!!! PANG!!!" She wait for the second time and then she call his name, come and say, you close a door "Pang!!!" don't do like that
again. So, Yenni stop and stand without saying, in a few minute Yenni go to her and she hug him.
When Yenni will close a cover basket on Eleni's fingers. She told him watch out and will pick his toys, and he still goes on. Eleni cries. She does, says to him what does he do, what's happened?
and told him do like he does with Eleni.
when Yenni want paszel, she told him come to me. I don't understand what he said, he shout to me. She comes and told him do not shout to me and show me what he want. When Yenni try to show me spit spagetti out, tell him it's not good. If he goes on, she take a bowl, glass and toys away. She didn't give him some ice, that he love it very much(Yenni want ice while having dinner, so tell him will get ice after finish dinner). And tell he will get his food back when he clean up a table where he spit out. But, she doesn't give him ice. It's a honesty.let him do, watch him out, respond him always and told him what why... :) i'm gonna fall in love these 2 kids!!!  February 11 My red shoes storyมีหลายเรื่องอยากจะเล่า เล่า และเล่า... เรื่องมันไม่ได้มีอะไรมากเลยนะ แต่มันทำให้ฉันมีความสุข
1. ไปเจอตัวหน้ายิ้มของพี่คนนึงมา ชอบมาก ... ~^^~ ดูอารมณ์ดี๊ อารมณ์ดี ขอใช้ด้วยนะคะ
2. ช่วงนี้ใช้ชีวิตหาเงินเพื่อใช้ชีวิตใช้เงิน ก็สะใจดี แม้จะรู้สึกเสียดายอยู่บ้าง แต่ก็นะ..สะใจดี
3. จะได้เจอพ่อแม่ที่กทม. ใจจริงอยากใช้เวลากับพ่อแม่พี่ชายและหมา มากกว่านี้นะ แต่ตอนนี้กลับไป ความเบื่อมันคงทำให้สิ่งที่จะดีกลับแย่ ก็ได้แต่หวังไว้ว่าจะได้อยู่พร้อมหน้าพร้อมตากัน อย่างมีความสุข
4. ไปดูคอนเสิร์ตที่มธ.ท่าพระจันทร์ เป็นคณะบัญชี เค้าจัด ไม่ใช่คอนเสิร์ตใหญ่นัก แต่ก็เป็นคอนเสิร์ตแรกในรอบปีนี้ ... งานนี้พี่บอย ตรัย ออกท่าทางมากหน่อย น่ารักดี ขยับเยิ๊บๆ เหมือนตุ๊กตาหมี..น่ารักๆ
5. ไปห้องสมุดป๋วย ไปเนียนใช้คอมคณะเศรษฐศาสตร์ แปลกดีเหมือนกันนะ เพราะว่าตอนที่เรียนอยู่ ไม่เคยไปใช้ห้องสมุดที่อื่นเลย ไปแล้วดูเป็นคนใฝ่ความรู๊ ความรู้ นั่งเสิร์ชวิทยานิพนธ์ ตอนเรียนจบ ฮ่าๆๆ สะใจดี ตอนเรียนถ้าไม่ใช่งานไม่ทำ แต่ตอนเรียนจบไม่ใช่งานกลับทำ คนเรานี่น้่า..เอาแน่เอานอนไม่ได้ อย่ามาใช้เหตุผลเลยนะว่า ไม่ทำเพราะไม่ใช่หน้าที่ ไม่ทำเพราะไม่ใช่เรื่อง บอกมาเลยตรงๆว่า ไม่ทำเพราะไม่อยากทำ ... ฉันจะพยายามเข้าใจ เพราะตอนนี้ฉันทำสิ่งต่างๆเพราะอยากทำ....ณ ตอนนี้ไม่มีใคร หรือกฎเกณฑ์เงื่อนไขอะไรมาบังคับเลย ฉันอยู่และใช้ชีวิตตามความรู้สึกของตัวเองมากๆ ก็ดีที่มีโอกาสได้ลองอยู่แบบนี้
6. ไปกินบุฟเฟ่ต์อาหารญี่ปุ่นจนพุงกาง พร้อมกับได้เจอเพื่อนไซคี ก็แปลกดีเหมือนกันที่บางอย่างที่เราคิดว่าไม่ใช่กลับยังวนเวียนอยู่รอบๆตัวฉัน
7. ไปเดินหาซื้อเสื้อผ้าส่งไปให้ทรายที่จตุจักร ก็หวังว่ามันจะงอกเงยนะคะ อ้อ..พร้อมกับได้สไตล์การแต่งตัวสบายๆมาอีกหนึ่งแบบ ฮ้า~~~~
8. ไปงาน Tiger Fes ที่สวนลุมฯ เป็นคอนเสิร์ตที่อยู่ไม่จบ เสียดายเหมือนกันนะ ไอ้เหนี่ยวไม่น่าติดธุระเลย คงเต็มที่มากกว่านี้ แต่ก็ยังดี ได้บัตรเข้างานเสย นึกว่าลงชื่อแล้วจะไม่เป็นผล..จำไว้ๆ มีอะไรก็ให้ลองดู
9. ตามเก็บหนังในสต็อก ที่ดูไปแล้วคือ กั๊กกะกาวน์และ Amelie ... คุ้มนะ เพราะสองเรื่องนี้มีอิทธิพลต่อความคิดความรู้สึกในช่วงนี้ ช่วยซัพพอตจิตใจได้อยู่ ที่คนบอกว่ากั๊กฯ ไม่สนุก หรือใครบอกว่าเรื่องนั้นเรื่องนี้ไม่สนุก อย่าไปเชื่อมากนัก เราดูเองเราชอบเอง ปกติก็ไม่ใช่คนแสวงหาความตื่นเต้่นในชีวิตอยู่แล้ว หนังเรื่อยมาเราก็เรื่อยๆตามได้ ไม่เบื่อรำคาญอะไร ได้อยู่ๆ ~^^~ เอมิลี่ก็ทำให้ยิ้มได้นะ ชอบความละเมียดของบทหนัง มันไม่ใช่เรื่องเเปลกเนอะ ที่เราทำอย่างที่เราอยาก รู้สึกทึ่งในความกล้าที่จะทำสิ่งที่ตัวเองอยากทำของตัวละคร เนี่ยแหละคนจริง! และอย่างที่บอก มันส่งอิทธิพลต่อการเริ่มที่จะทำต่อของฉัน หลังจากที่ละไปนาน จนรู้สึกว่าตนเองในอดีตหายไป ขอย้ำอีกที...นี่แหละสิ่งที่ถ่ายทอดและตกตะกอนอะไรต่างๆที่ว้าวุ่นๆในช่วงนี้ แล้วพบกันใหม่
10. เอ้อ...ได้อ่านเรื่องโลกกลมๆของพี่ทุ่มสิบ อยากจะแชร์ความคิดเห็นด้วยนะ แต่ยังไม่กล้่าน่ะ เอมิลี่ November 01 Alongเป็นระยะเวลาเยอะเหมือนกันที่ได้วนเวียนอยู่กับการรักๆเลิกๆของคนแวดล้อม ไม่ก็คนที่ใครๆรู้จัก ก็เบื่อนะ รำคาญด้วย บทจะรักกันก็เหมือนการทำเรื่องยากทำให้เป็นเรื่องง่าย บทจะเลิกเหมือนการทำเรื่องง่ายให้เป็นเรื่องยาก แต่มันก็เป็นลักษณะเป็น type ของคนแต่ละคนอ่ะนะ ควรเข้าใจ ได้มาตรองดู ฉันเฉยๆเมื่อคนจะรักกัน ยินดีเมื่อคนได้รักกัน เอาใจช่วยสำหรับคนยังรักกันอยู่ และประทับใจเมื่อได้เห็นคนประคองรักกัน เอ้อ.. และประทับใจมากกกเมื่อสองคนนั้นคือคนแก่ที่เดินจูงมือกันอยู่ น่ารักจริงๆ เห็นหลายคู่แล้ว เก่งมากเลยค่ะ ดูโบราณนะ ฉันเคยแย่กับคำพูดแนวๆนี้ แต่ตอนนี้ไม่ถือสาแล้วล่ะ เพราะสุดท้ายมันก็เป็นอะไรที่คนต้องการ รวมทั้งแก... อย่างน้อยที่สุดการนอนคนเดียวในชีวิตบั้นปลาย ก็เป็นสิ่งที่ฉันไม่อยากจะเจอหรอกนะ Back to the futureแต่ก่อนเชื่อในอัจฉริยภาพการจำแม่นและจำได้ของตัวเอง แต่เพราะทำร้ายตัวเองทีละนิดในช่วงเวลานาน ทำให้อัจฉริยะในด้านนี้เสื่อมลง เพราะสังเกตได้ด้วยตัวเอง เลยตกใจมากกก ดังนั้น การได้บันทึกสิ่งต่างๆในช่วงเวลานั้น มันน่าจะถ่ายทอดทั้งมุมมองความคิดรวมถึงความรู้สึกของฉันเองในเวลานั้นได้บ้าง ซึ่งเมื่อเวลาผ่านไป การกลับมาดูเรื่องราวในอดีต มันก็น่าตื่นเต้นดีเหมือนกัน เช่นว่าบางทีฉันก็เคยคิดเเบบนี้งั้นหรออออ... หรือ ตอนนั้นฉันคิดได้ดีกว่าตอนนี้แฮะ เป็นต้น และการลงในที่แจ้งมันก็คงจะช่วยให้ฉันรู้จักกรั่นกรองคำ เผื่อว่ามีใครมาอ่านเจอเข้าจะได้ไม่งง จนเกินไป
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In Greece, children about 13-14 yrs (I forgot, around this age) can drink wine, beer or sth like that |
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